Excruciating Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches

It began on a gloomy Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid shocks, similar to lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unbearable.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-on pain in the classroom by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches often start with severe pain behind a single eye that persists for several hours.

About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually begin with sudden, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of long symptom-free periods.

What connects sufferers is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. Another discovered 64% of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure dropped to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and hit my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her symptoms worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, similar to many triggers, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.

Still, the inability to plan life around erratic pain took its effect. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They linked the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Ancient healing texts propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would describe as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.

It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.

The disorder were only officially classified by global headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major artery that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.

In the late 1990s, researchers published the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a brain scanner. The results, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.

Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he had four operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician researched his symptoms.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, drooping eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to specialist centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her pain. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.

National guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of some individuals.

But leading specialists argue the guidance need updating to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout determines the treatment.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are handled with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.

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